Ever go to sit down and not be able to write anything? Even though you have millions of thoughts running through your head. You can't put into words what you're thinking ; how you feel ; your view on the world ... not even on paper.
I feel like I have a lot to say and then when it's my turn at the mic I have nothing, nothing of worth anyways. All the sudden my arguments don't hold up; my emotions get the better of me, and I only say things that are only surface worth.
I realized that when I speak I like to be heard. I know what you're thinking. Doesn't everyone ? But I think in life there are some people who want to be heard and then there are those who choose to be heard . I want to choose to be heard I'm just not sure how to get to that point though. I don't want to twiddle my thumbs waiting on an opportunity to present itself but I refuse to speak over the crowd as well.
I've realized many different things about myself lately. I'm quiet when I'm upset and I can't shut up when my temper gets the better of me (which is rare). I could talk anyones ear off and yet find it hard to speak up sometimes. What is this quirk that is within me?
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